Bear Barbie

I sent her the Drake tickets, she sent me the heart emoji,

Well baby if you really love me you can show me!

As the time’s gone by it feels like a dream.

These days in silence you’re still a part  of my theme.

It’s been 8 months since we met, 3 months since we spoke. 

I thought I would write this out and send you a  poke.

How’s your sister? how’s your brother? do you still live in the B?

I left New York for the summer I went out to CT.

The air is cold up north, I was ready to freeze.

I took a vacation down south I went out to Tennessee

When you went skiing did you fall on your face?

Or did you move through the snow like an angel with grace?

I’m going jet skiing, In the water I’ll find peace.

When I wade through the waves, like a fish I’ll just be.

I heard you were in Montauk chasing the sunset by the sea.

I think about you all the time, do you think about me?

I missed you at the Ed Sheeran show, I guess you didn’t get the message

Or did I just manage to not properly send it?

As our triumph dies I remember the thrill 

Our violent delights, what a summer well spent.

but now we lean towards violent ends.

I heard about your grandmother, I’m sorry that happened.

I lost someone to cancer too, so you have my compassion.

Paper plane dreams man girl I miss you. 

But sometimes in life its good to be forgetful.

Planting in the garden in that New York Summer.

Long lost lovers what could happen I wonder.

Girl I could use your company

Don’t worry about your work, just get in the car and come to me.

I know your favorite dive bar, I’ll get you something sweet

Something magic in your eyes.

It happens to me when you arrive. 

When you told  me you loved me, you took my breath away 

Now you hear the breath of an Artisan. 

A porcelain artist man.

I’ll take the Modelo out your hand, set it down, and put a man in your hands

Fighting temptations, testing flirtations

Your hips so vivacious they’re causing complications. 

Echoes in my soul

how long will we be touch and go?

We’re burning out of light.

As the day turns to night.

Dancing in the dark, our embers torn apart.

Lost our way, with words we didn’t say.

There is nothing to say because she knows.

Now driving these empty streets heading all the way home.

The ghouls and the goblins with their machinations, 

Whispers from the past, ghosts of our conversations. 

You said it was our destiny that we were meant to be.

After it went down,  that  was the death of we.

Unfulfilled promises and broken dreams.

Left unsatisfying lies and teary open eye streams.

My regrets collect like autumn leaves.

Then blown away by the winter breeze.

From spring to summer then spring again.

The castle of our hearts that we defend.

Stuck in the darkness so we can’t see,

But a sinner helps a saint, sets them free.

Oh baby what a beautiful sight

That look in your eyes,

It lights up my mind

We are only satellites 

Floating across the sky

Drifting high, all our lives. 

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